Monday, June 15, 2020

Reflections (parade)

It was a great day for a parade!  Due to Covid-19,  things are being done much differently and in many cases, creatively.  Yesterday was an example of a new and creative way to express gratitude and appreciation.  We had a parade.
Cindy and I have been blessed to serve you at Platte Woods UMC for the past 15 years.  We could not image retiring and not saying thank you.  Our staff and leadership council put together a drive by parade where we were given the opportunity to thank you for allowing us to be part of your lives these past years.
I have no idea how many cars (and a motorcycle) drove by.  I do know that by the end of the day we had warmed up well!  Seeing your faces and being able to briefly hear your voices was a tremendous joy.  Thank you for taking the time and coming by.
We have another opportunity to express our appreciation to you this weekend.  Cindy and I will bring the weekend message and share with you one more time! 
I am having a hard time expressing all that is in my heart.  I so appreciate all the cards (which we have not even gotten to yet!), the gifts and the expressions of love.  Our memories of ministry at PWC will last all our days. 
So, now we do those things preachers do in transitions.  Move some books.  Figure out what to do with old sermons.  Re-arrange some things.  Look forward.
Pastor Yvi Martin will soon step in as your Senior Pastor.  I am totally confident you will find Yvi to be a great leader and pastor for you and your families.  As a parting gift to Cindy and me, please embrace Yvi and her family with the same grace and love you have extended to us.
It's time to take a break from blog posts and communications like this.  So, be blessed.  Know we love you and you hold a most special place in our hearts.
This is the day the Lord has made.  We will rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Tuesday, June 9, 2020

Reflections (a marvelous moment)

On April 8, 1974 Henry Aaron hit the 715th home run of his career breaking the long standing (at the time) record of Babe Ruth.  His historic homer came off the Dodger's pitcher Al Downing.  Vin Scully was the announcer for the Dodgers.  (He actually was their announcer for 67 years! He is a once in a lifetime talent.)  He made this historic call.  If is better to google the event and listen to this Hall of Fame announcer speak.  But the words need to be heard and made part of our soul.  He said:
"It's a high drive to deep left center field.  (Bill) Buckner goes back to the fence...It is gone..."

Now catch this next part.  Not only was Scully commenting on a baseball game, he was making a statement for history, for America, for people.

"What a marvelous moment for baseball.  What a marvelous moment for Atlanta and the state of Georgia.  What a marvelous moment for the country and the world."

"A black man is getting a standing ovation in the Deep South for breaking a record of an all-time  baseball idol.  And it is a great moment for all of us, and particularly for Henry Aaron, who was met at home plate, not only by every member of the Braves, but by his father and mother."

There is more.  Check it out.  Listen.  Watch the video.  Reflect on this "marvelous moment".

I am thankful for the "marvelous moments" that highlight the highest of the human experience and show us what we are all capable of.  Not breaking a home run record.  Rather, wildly cheering the success of a person...of color.

It was a great day for America coming 6 years after we grieved the assassination of Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.  It was a great day for America follow a season of great social unrest.  It revealed the capabilities of humanity.

"A black man is getting a standing ovation in the Deep South."

Leading up to that moment Aaron had a stressful and fearful few months.  He ended the previous season trailing Babe Ruth's record by 2 home runs.  He got hate mail.  He got death threats.  He was the victim of racists rants and racism itself. 

"...for breaking a record of an all-time baseball idol."

America held Babe Ruth in awe.  He was iconic.  He was "the Babe".  Many of our citizens could not imagine a black man, Hank Aaron, breaking the revered record of Ruth.

"It was a great moment for all of us."

The stadium was full that night.  The game was nationally televised.  (This was before every game was televised!)  The nation watched.  The tape was shown in every city.  Millions witnessed this history altering event.

"...and particularly Henry Aaron."  For his team.  For his game.  For his city.  For his nation.  For the world he was part of.  It was a marvelous moment.

In the past days we have witnessed the opposite of a "marvelous moment".  But the succeeding days have given us snapshots of marvelous moments.  In the midst of human degradation, racism, and sin, we have seen marvelous moments of unity.  We have seen marvelous moments of compassion.  We have seen marvelous moments of love.  We have seen marvelous moments where God has stepped into our hurt.

You are not going to break any home run records.  You will not be the object of adulation by 50,000 people standing and cheering for your achievement.  But your life may be part of the marvelous moments of God's redemptive purposes.  Today.  Tomorrow.  Always.  Be a marvelous moment.

This is the day the Lord has made.  We will be glad and rejoice in it.
steve

Monday, June 8, 2020

Reflections (weeds!)

We have a little area in front of our house that is filled with river rock, a couple of bushes and some flower pots.  It took a little effort to establish this area and takes some effort to maintain it. 
This spring I began to notice weeds sprouting up.  That's crazy.  We put the stuff down and covered the ground.  We covered it with rock.  Why are there weeds coming up?
After a few weeks of ignoring it, the weeds began to define the area.  I could not help but notice the green where it was not supposed to be. 
So Saturday I spent an hour or so pulling up all the grass and weeds I could find.  Well, most of them.  It seemed the more I pulled up the more there were.  It was not an easy task.  Even when I finished, it was not perfect.  So I sprayed some stuff on these little sprouts I saw.  Covered them up good!
Today I looked at this area from the driveway.  It looked great.  I noticed no weeds.  Then I got closer.  I had just pulled those little things up and now here they come again.  I must not have gotten everything uprooted. 
You are probably far ahead of me.  The events of our nation over the past several days have spotlighted our racism.  Racism, like all sin, is intended to be done in the "darkness" where no one will notice.  But now we have video.  The light has shone.  The spotlight reveals the evil of racism.  We, as a nation, have and are, responding.  Some resist.  Some embrace.  We are all giving consideration.
Back to my weeds.  I have looked at my own soul and pray the spotlight of God's grace and holiness reveal my own weeds of racism.  After ignoring things for some time, now I feel overtaken.  So I started pulling.  I confess my personal sins and repent.  I pray God show me what I am blind to. 
And I pull some more.
And some more, and some more, and some more.
Then I look.  I did not get everything. 
I try to cover it.  To kill it.  Racism - sin - is pervasive.  It does not go easily.  I offer my best efforts.  More weeds.
But this is not futile.  The nation is seeing.  People are thinking, talking, acting.  Proposals are being made and debated.  Action is forthcoming.  The light is shining.
Above all, God is noticing.  Where I fall short in my attempts to hide sin, God is able to uproot sin.  He has shone that at the Cross of Jesus Christ.
We are being saved.  Actually our sins have been covered and atoned for.  Now we are working out the way to live free. 
I will keep pulling weeds.  I will do better at noticing.  I will maintain better.  And God will prevail.
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Sunday, June 7, 2020

Reflections (no accidents)

You are not an accidental disciple.  You did not become a follower of Jesus Christ by some cosmic accident.  It is no accident that you love God.  It is no accident that the Holy Spirit dwells in you.  It is no accident that Jesus Christ has given you life.
No accidents in discipleship.
It is also not that you have earned your status as a disciple.  You did not earn the love of God the Father, the fellowship of the Holy Spirit nor a relationship with Jesus, your savior.
It is not an accident that you find yourself living in this place and time.  It is no accident that you have a sphere of influence where some people listen to you and watch you.  It is no accident that you have ministry and service to share.
You find life as you remain in relationship with Jesus. (John 15:4)  You bear fruit as you remain in relationship with Jesus. (same verse!)
I encourage you to be confident in the Lord.  Those remaining (old word - abide) in Christ will ask what they want and it will be done for them. "  (John 15:7) 
That one  may take some thought.  Who hasn't asked for a good grade, a parking spot, or a million dollars, and been turned down?  That is not the point.
The point:  You are chosen.  (John 15:16).
You are chosen through the Cross of Jesus.  Everyone is chosen at the Cross!
You have been chosen through God's love and your faith.
You have been chosen to know God.
You have been chosen to be fruitful.
You have been chosen to ask and receive.
This is not an accident.  Jesus was very intentional about going to the Cross.  He could have called an army of angels had he chosen and avoided the Cross.    (Matthew 26:53)
The Lord is very intentional about choosing you to come follow him.
The Lord is very intentional about living His life in yours.
During unsettled days and seasons of unrest, distrust, a coronavirus, and fear - you are not an accident.
You are a disciple. 
I wonder how a disciple lives today?  Let's find out.
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Friday, June 5, 2020

Reflections (respect)

These are the most challenging days we have seen in a long time.  Growing  divisions over the past several years have burst upon us.  This conflict is beyond what most of us have experienced.
Many are taking a "systems approach" to the matter of racism.  Structural changes that make greater equality a new reality are going to be deeply appreciated. But what about our more personal level?  As people who follow Jesus Christ it is a given that we will do all we can to become better informed and learn how to cast prejudice into the pits of hell where it belongs.  But what is something I might nurture?  What may I do?
Respect.
I was reading a devotion focused on how to love people you disagree with.  That is conflict.  It is also a reality.
The key word to loving others, especially those where disagreements are real, is respect.
Listen respectfully.
Ask questions respectfully.
Respond respectfully.
I know this works.  Some years ago a colleague of mine demonstrated this in a real way.  We were talking and the conversation turned to a controversial issue of the day.  We had different perspectives.  But I still recall the tone of the conversation.  What I realize now is the respect factor was real.  We liked each other.  We respected each other.  That is how we approached each other.  It provided room for understanding and appreciation.  And I know I am better for it.
Respect.
I want to nurture deep respect for the experience of my black friends and of those who I am yet to meet.  I want to listen respectfully.  I want to learn by asking questions respectfully.  I want to always give answers and responses in respectful tones.
Respect.
It is one small step.  It could have great impact.
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Reflections (Mom)

On May 3, 2020, my mom fell.  At first it did not seem too bad.  She was still getting around.  On May 12 mom was taken to the ER for x-rays.  She had developed more pain than was normal.  She was then admitted to the hospital with a broken hip.  On May 14 she had surgery to repair her hip.  The main purpose was pain management with the hope of returning her to her previous level of mobility.  She was taken to CICU.  On Sunday, May 17, her doctor recommended we consider hospice care.  On Monday May 18, mom was accepted to North Kansas City Hospice.  She spent nine nights there and peacefully passed away Wednesday morning, May 27.
It seems so strange to record such a challenging and yet blessed time in 7 sentences.  Cindy and I were able to spend many hours at mom's bedside.  I had not been physically with her since March 8.  We were able to bring John into her room via technology.  Our kids were able to come and offer their love and goodbye. 
I felt tremendously blessed to be able to spend that time watching, praying, and waiting.  Frankly, her passing, though sad, was also relief. 
My mother, Esther Lou Breon, was a great influencer of many people.  She was a school teacher.  She made a difference.  She was funny.  She loved to laugh.  She was smart.  She earned her Master's Degree in English from Central Missouri State University.  She loved people.  She loved life.  She loved God.
She played the piano for church, Trinity UMC in Appleton City, Mo.  She began at age 14 and continued until she and dad moved to Wexford Place in Kansas City in 2014.  She taught Bible Studies.  She taught Sunday School classes.  She envisioned and led a women's retreat for 15 years.  They brought national speakers to Appleton City and impacted the lives of many. 
That was my mom.
She took care of me.  She did not toss me aside when she probably should have!  I am convinced she prayed and loved me through adolescence and into a life in ministry.  I am eternally grateful.
I think I could write a book about my mom.  John and I have been blessed beyond measure by her grace and love. 
In this Covid-19 season, we have done things differently.  A small graveside service was held June 2.  We plan a celebration of life where all her family and friends may rejoice on Saturday June 17. 
In the meantime, I give thanks.
I did not keep my practice of daily blogs (devotions) over the last few days.  I wrote some while sitting in a hospice room.  Pretty distracting.
But then we felt God's grace.
I discovered all my fears about caring for my parents were unfounded.  That is truly the nature of worry.  Practically all the things we worry about never happen.  It was a blessed experience.  Check.
We marveled at the care mom received in hospice.  That was a continuation of all those who touched her life at Wexford as well as all who cared for her at the hospital.  Check.
When sadness settled, a joyful memory came.  Check.
When arrangements were made a sense of peace came.  Check.
When tears came laughter followed.  Check.
Now I see faith.  I have set aside all my "smart theological stuff".  I find images of the saints "gathered by the Crystal Sea" much more real than higher criticism biblical studies!
I find myself seeing mom and dad and all those who have gone before "caught up together" with the Lord. (I Thessalonians 4:17)
I find myself encouraged with the reality of life eternal and heaven.
I could go on for a long time.  But rather than merely ramble with all my thoughts, I will simply allow them to flow over and in me. 
I give thanks for Esther Lou (Dines) Breon.  Mom
This is the day the Lord has made.  We will rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Monday, June 1, 2020

Reflections (numb)

The last 72 hours have left me feeling numb.  In the middle of everything else we are going through as a people, the George Floyd killing was a match thrown on simmering anger, pain, and distrust.  Many use helpful words to relate their emotions.  Anger.  Outrage.  Pain.  I keep looking for the right words but have nothing to add.  It leaves me feeling numb.
I am numbed by the reality that we have been seeking to heal and improve race relations for decades.  A book that I found very helpful and formative was Charles Marsh's, "God's Long Summer".  Marsh shares stories of faith and civil rights.  The setting is Mississippi in 1964.  It was a long, deadly summer with violence against blacks happening at an alarming rate.  
My generation did not effect the needed change after 1964.
I was a teenage in 1968.  That was a very long, hot summer.  The nation was deeply, angrily, and violently divided over the Viet Nam War.  Martin Luther King, Jr. was assassinated.  Bobby Kennedy was assassinated.  In looking back, I am amazed the nation survived 1968.  But we did not resolve the racial discrepancies in America.  One again, my generation, I, failed.
In 1992 Rodney King was brutally beaten.  Our country was in an uproar.  We failed to resolve our racial divides.  
We can go on and on and on.
Numb.
Ahmad Arbery.
Breonna Taylor
George Floyd.
Here we are.
We are in a global pandemic.  We are divided over coronavirus.  We are divided over racial issues.  We are divided over people.  We are divided among God's people.
I have given my life to preaching the "unsearchable riches" of Christ.  This is a message of reconciliation.  It is a message of love and grace.  It is a message of faith.  It is a Gospel of life.  
Still, my generation - I - have failed to resolve our racial divisions.
But I have hope.  I look to our young people.  I look to my own kids.  They are so far ahead of where I was at that stage in life it cannot be compared.  I look at our younger staff members at church.  They are so much more attuned to race issues and simply refuse to discriminate.  
I look at other areas of our culture.  Patrick Mahomes would have us look into the locker room where everyone, regardless of color or who they are, are family.
I believe the Church will one day catch up with the sports world.  Is that not a ridiculous sounding statement?
I believe our emerging generations will succeed where my generation has failed.
I choose to hope.
I choose to examine my own heart.
I choose to treat people as I know Jesus treats people.
I choose to support and encourage those who step up to make a difference today.
The numbness begins to leave as exercise kicks in.
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Tuesday, May 26, 2020

Reflections (decide)

This year I have been reading the on-line version of My Utmost For His Highest by Oswald Chambers.  Some days he talks far above my head and spirituality!  Other days something hits me and becomes something to apply to life and faith.  Yesterday the gist of the devotion dealt with allowing God to choose the way for us.
The story was from Genesis when Abram and Lot were preparing to part company.  (Genesis 13).  Their herds had each grown to the place where their prosperity was too rich for them to remain in the same place.  Not wanting an argument among kin, Abram pointed out that the entire land was before them.  His solution to who went where was ""If you go to the left, I'll go to the right, if you go to the right, I'll go to the left."
Think about it.  Abram was the man God had chosen.  God was in the business of blessing Abram above all on the earth.  If there was ever a person who had the right to choose, it was Abram.  But he chose not to choose.  In essence he left the direction he would go in the hands of God.  God used the choice Lot made to provide the direction for Abram.  Do you follow?
Here we are.  Children of God.  If there is anyone on the planet who has divine rights it would be the heirs to the King of Kings.  It would be the children of God.  But there is an attitude in us that is much greater than exercising our rights.  We come to a place where we are eager and willing to let God decide.
Step aside, let God decide.
This calls for faith.  Rather than do what seems best for me, step aside and let God decide.
This calls for trust in the Lord.  It may seem odd, but step aside and let God decide.
This calls for commitment.  I have plans, hopes, and dreams.  But something inside me lets me know that God's plans, hopes and dreams are greater.  Step aside and let God decide.
Our call is to "walk by faith". 
We let the Spirit nudge us.
We entrust our way - our choices and decisions - to God.
I'm still working on this one.  Join me?
Step aside and let God decide.
God is with us.  God walks before us, beside us, behind, and within us.
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Sunday, May 24, 2020

Reflections (Aldersgate)

May 24, 1738.  Something significant for the people called Methodists took place on that date 262 years ago. 
Had we been in England in the spring of 1738 we would have served King George II.  Perhaps we would have heard the rumors of Robert Jenkins presenting a pickled ear (he claimed it was cut off by a Spanish captain in the Caribbean) to Parliament.  The act stirred up sentiments for war leading to the War of Jenkins Ear.  
There was a riot by laborers in the woolen industry, over price cutting actions.
David Hume's Treatise of Human Nature was published. 
(All this according to the totally reliable source, Wikipedia).
There was another event on May 24, 1738.  John Wesley writes in his journal.
"In the evening I went very unwillingly to a society in Aldersgate Street, where one was reading Luther's preface to the Epistle to the Romans.  About a quarter before nine, while he was describing the change which God works in the heart through faith in Christ, I felt my heart strangely warmed.  I felt I did trust in Christ, Christ alone, for salvation, and an assurance was given me that He had taken away my sins, even mine, and saved me from the law of sin and death."
262  years later we find ourselves in America.  History will note 2020 was the year of coronavirus.  There was great division in the nation.  There was a spreading sickness and death.  Religion bumped up and settled back. 
In the middle of all that, God moved.  God stirred the hearts of many.  People re-discovered a living, vital faith.  People's hearts were "strangely warmed".  Sins were forgiven.  Assurance was granted.  Many were set free from their fears and anxieties.
Could you be one whose heart is strangely warmed today?
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Saturday, May 23, 2020

Reflections (abandon)

During my college football days our team was not very good.  That puts it mildly.  But we tried.  We were trying to figure this stuff out.  I recall one of our team leaders encouraging us to "play with reckless abandon."  At the time it seemed crazy, but we took that attitude to heart.
Reckless abandon. 
Abandon in the noun form means; "complete lack of inhibition or restraint".  If your are going to be a great football team, especially defensively, playing with a complete lack of restraint is a good idea.
If.
If you know what you are doing.
If you always keep your assignments.
If you play within the framework of the whole team.
Otherwise, you recklessly mess everything up!
There is another slant on abandon.  In Acts 27 Paul is living through a serious storm and inevitable shipwreck.  The storm has been raging for several days with no sign of ceasing.  In times like that there is a grave danger.  It is summed up with the word from the NASB in Acts 27:20.
"Since neither sun nor stars appeared for many days, and no small storm was assailing us, from then on all hope of our being saved was GRADUALLY ABANDONED."
That is a bad place to be in spirit and attitude.  You may go ahead and read the rest of the story and realize that in those discouraging moments God speaks and God acts.
But today I offer a word to encourage. 
In coronavirus we may be at a dangerous place.  Not the danger associated with the sickness.  Not the danger of  economic challenges.  Not the dangers associated with the virus.  We have a danger of losing hope.
When we settle in and begin to accept things as they are, we gradually abandon the firm conviction that there is a new and even better day before us.
When we get used to "bad news" and all the "what if" scenarios we gradually abandon the firm conviction that God is actively working in the middle of these days.
Let's take a pause.  Take stock of life.  You will notice some indicators that you are able to navigate this virus.  You are able to act wisely and protect yourself and your loved ones.  You are able to take appropriate steps to serve and interact with others. 
We are all able to step away from a "gradually abandoned" attitude and move into the "reckless abandon" of living by faith and grace.
To live with kind and good "abandon", know what you are doing.  Be well informed.
To live with kind and good "abandon", commit to doing your part and keeping your assignments.
To live with kind and good "abandon", live within the framework of the whole, and think of others.
You are in my prayers.
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Friday, May 22, 2020

Reflections (display)

Advertisements interest me - some times.  In these days of recording and on-demand, advertisements are not "must see".  It is easy to fast forward through the commercials.  I am sure this creates all sorts of conversation in ad agency board rooms.
I sort of miss commercials.  They do stay with us. 
Plop, plop, fizz, fizz, o what a relief it is.
You'll wonder where the yellow went when you brush your teeth with Pepsodent.
Tony the Tiger says "they're great!"
All sorts of stuff that is really bad for you - the beer commercials and tobacco ads.
Others. 
See the USA in your Chevrolet.
All these - think about your own favorites - marketed something to the general public.
The Apostle Paul wrote an advertising statement.
"For it seems to me that God has put us apostles on display at the end of the procession..." (I Corinthians 4:9)
I am taking this whole idea totally out of context to make a point!  The point is, we are advertisements for Christ. 
We who follow Jesus are in the parade.  The universe sees Christ-followers.  Angels see us.  Other people see us.  We are the advertisers for Christ.
We have a unique opportunity during this time of coronavirus.  We may become advertisements for how to live well. 
We may show others how to express faith when others are fearful.
We become the people who offer a different view, a different take on life, a more compelling vision for life.
We are advertisements for God.
No pressure.
Let God write your script today.  While others look, may they be drawn to what we offer.  Grace.  Faith.  Hope.  Love.
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Thursday, May 21, 2020

Reflections (seen before)

My disclaimer is noted under Royals, 2015 World Series.  This week they have been rebroadcasting the games the Royals won in the 2015 World Series.  I know the outcome but still find myself pulling for Salvy when he comes to bat.  I know Gordo is going to hit a ninth inning home run but want to watch again.  I know (tonight) Hosmer is going to make a mad dash from third and score a run to tie the game that will eventually culminate in a Royals championship.  I still watch. I still live through the moment.  I know the outcome.  There is still joy in the journey.
So here we go.  Day after day in coronavirus runs together.  It seems like we have been here before.  Oh, I know there are new ideas and hopes that are presented.  There are also discouraging words that come out.  But frankly, we know where this is going.  At least, people of faith know where this is going.
We have history to look back upon.  Other global crisis have come and gone.  We know the outcome. 
World War I ended.
The Spanish Flu pandemic slowed and stopped.
WWII ended.
Wars.
Depressions and Recessions.
Sickness.
One thing after another.
We have seen this stuff before.
We have seen the story of God's good creation from beginning to the end of the Book!  Wow.  It comes out with a New Heaven and Earth.
It comes out with the River of Life flowing from the Throne of God.
It comes out with the Tree of Life producing leaves for the healing of the nations.
We have seen this before - through the eyes of faith.
So, today, live the moment.  Anticipate the celebration of life.  Rehearse joy.  Take it step by step.  Try not to miss what God is staying to you today. 
By faith, we have seen the outcome.
It is joy.
It is hope.
It is life.
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Wednesday, May 20, 2020

Reflections (decisions)

The first paying job I remember, other than hay field, was mowing the cemetery at Appleton City.  I know this sounds like the beginning of a joke but this was our crew. 
Our manager was a Baptist deacon, the other adult worker was the "town drunk".  (I know we don't refer to folks like that now.  I get that.  But this was in the late 60's.  That communicated.) The other worker was me, a high school kid. (probably a freshman or so)  The adults used riding mowers.  My job was go use a hand mower around the graves.  (This was before weed eaters had been invented).
One day as we were completing our work we were discussing what needed to be done the next day.  I listened in on the conversation.
Our leader said we had a lot to do and needed to get everything done.  Memorial Day was coming.  That was a really big day for cemeteries.  We wanted it looking nice for the holiday.There was some discussion back and forth.  I do not remember having any input.  I just listened.
Then the conversation took this turn.
They were talking about how much we needed to get done and when.  Our manager was pushing to get things done.  The other fellow was not in a big hurry.  I had no opinion.
Manager: We need to get this done.
Worker: There's no rush.  It will be here tomorrow.
Manager (Baptist Deacon): There is no guarantee there will be a tomorrow.  The Lord could come tonight.
Worker (town drunk): If he comes tonight we won't need to mow anything anyway.
It seems strange but that conversation and experience has stayed with me.  From my current perspective I discover some things involved that contribute to my decision making.
Urgency:  We need to get this done.  There are days and times when the urgent takes over.  Sometimes we need to drop everything and tend to the urgent.  A problem I have found is when we make everything urgent! 
Patience, or long-term thinking: It will be there tomorrow.  Look at the big picture.  Have a more relaxed attitude.  We will get it done.  Be patient.
Faithfulness:  The Lord might come!  The lesson is live everyday with faithfulness.  Don't try to do things you can't do and don't slack.  Be faithful.
Trust:  The need could change overnight.  The Lord will not change.
I have wrestled with the balance of these issues all my life.  These matters have impacted how I have gone about ministry.  In these times of coronavirus I find the same things factoring into my thinking.
Urgency.
Patience.
Faithfulness.
Trust.
I try to manage the urgent.  I don't want the urgent to become the frantic.  I am willing to drop things and tend to what is directly in front of me.  But I do not construct my life around the urgent.
Patience.  We make all kinds of jokes about patience, but it is a vital part of our life attitude.  Sometimes we must wait.  We have no control.  I cannot control whether or not we have a vaccine for coronavirus sooner or later.  I have things to do.  I have life to live.  I do so with patience.  (God help us all with this!)
Faithfulness.  Whatever comes along I seek to be faithful.  I want to live each day by the grace supplied.  I seek to be found faithful whatever comes along.
Trust.  By God's Spirit, I will trust in the Lord.  I will rely on God.  I resist self-reliance and turn more fully each day to Christ. 
I continually look for balance in all this. 
Today what jumps out at me is faithfulness and trust.  How do you see these things in your life?
This is the day the Lord has made.  We will rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Tuesday, May 19, 2020

Reflections (rejoice)

Here is a good memory verse for today.
I Thessalonians 5:16.  "Rejoice always". (NASB)
You can remember that one! 
If you feel like over achieving today, look at Philippians 4:4. "Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice!"
The theme is rejoice.  Rejoice today. 
This does challenge me with a question.  Am I more inclined to use the word "relief" or "rejoice"?
When I rise to face a new day do I begin by thinking, I am relieved to have made it through the night?
Or do I rejoice in the advent of a new day, with mercies fresh every morning?
When I come to the conclusion of the day, do I exhibit an attitude of "glad that's over" (relief) or do I rejoice in grace.
Is my attitude more "relief" oriented or "rejoice" oriented?
When we emerge from the coronavirus pandemic will we be relieved that we survived, or rejoice in God's sustaining power and presence and find we thrive through challenge?"
When we emerge from this season of life will we feel relieved that we can get back to "normal" or will we rejoice in discovering a "new normal"?
Let me take it ever further.  When we cross the threshold from this life into the next - when we arrive on the heavenly shore - will we express relief?  I am glad I made it.  Whew!  That was a close one.  Relief, that I get in by the skin of my teeth.  (Your get the point).
Or.
Rejoice! 
Rejoice in the gift of life fully lived.
Rejoice in the experiences of life accepted and embraced.
Rejoice in the faith born, nurtured and matured.
Rejoice in the love of God and others.
Rejoice.
What attitude will you nurture today? 
Relief or Rejoice?
This is the day the Lord has made.  We will REJOICE and be glad in it.
steve

Monday, May 18, 2020

Reflections (noise)

I am seeking to distinguish "sounds" from "noise."
This morning on my walk I was listening (on my really cool ibuds - or whatever they are called) to a podcast.  It was a conversation with Billy Abraham.  He is a theologian/professor type.  He says things like "canonical theism and epistemic ...."  Your guess is as good as mine.
Anyway.  I listen to the conversation and pick up some good ideas.  I also realize I need to go back and listen again - and again.  But to be honest, I am being blessed by what I hear.
Then I find myself walking on this wide sidewalk along Tom Watson Parkway.  I become aware of something.  Noise.  Traffic is passing.  A truck drives by.  The road noise begins to stifle the sound of the conversation. I can hear but I can't understand.  I can hear but I can't assimilate the sounds.
Soon, I turned back south and found myself off the Parkway and in a residential neighborhood.  (This is where I spend most of my outside time.)  The noise was gone.  I could once again hear the sounds.  Oh, I sense the noise of a truck in the distance.  But I was more aware of sounds.  The rush of wind passing the leaves.  The sounds of birds singing.  A fountain gurgling.  The sounds of nature.
There is a difference between sounds and noise.
Today you rise to another day to be lived in the historical coronavirus pandemic.  There is a good chance that you will hear a good bit of "noise" today.
Noise comes through more Covid-19 information than anyone is capable of assimilating.
Noise comes through opinion after opinion.
Noise comes through conspiracies.
Noise comes in the form of anxious thoughts.
Noise comes within, in the form of fear.
Noise.
What if we sought to tune out the noise and tune in the sounds?
The sounds of a fountain gurgling.
The sounds of birds.
The sounds of hope.
The sounds of peace.
The sounds of faith.
The prophet Elijah found himself in troubled times.  (Read 1 Kings 18-19.  You think we have a tough time.)
He was seeking the Lord.  He was in the place where he sought to hear God. 
He heard noise.  Heard a strong wind that broke rocks to pieces.  Powerful.  But not the sound of the Lord.
He heard the sound of an earthquake.  Frightening!  But not the sound of the Lord.
He heard the sound of fire.  But not the sound of the Lord.
Then he heard "a sound of a gentle blowing".  Maybe you have heard it as a "still small voice".  It was the sound of the Lord.  (I Kings 19:11-12)
He could hear the sound.  The noise could not drown out the voice of God.
I pray that today all the noise in your life diminish.  I pray the sounds of God be crystal clear.
This is the day the Lord has made.  We will rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Sunday, May 17, 2020

Reflections (round about)

Many of us spend time each day in prayer.  Many of us pray "The Lord's Prayer".  This becomes an essential piece of our prayer life.  So, even today, I have prayed a radical prayer.  I put myself in the very presence of the living God, I found myself praying with my Lord Jesus, in the power of the Holy Spirit, and said; "Thy kingdom come, THY WILL BE DONE,..."
God's will be done.
How often we struggle with this thing called "will".
My will often takes the form of a mountainous road in a place like Guatemala.  My will seems like driving around Branson.  Curves are very sharp.  Inclines are very steep.
Sometimes my will resembles a "round-about".  (I am not sure who dreamed these up but I have yet to become fully accustomed to them.)  My will seems to go in circles.  Do I go this direction or keep moving?  Do I get off here.  Wow, that was a sharp curve!
Contrast that with God's will. 
God's will is often like a "highway in the desert".  Isaiah 40:3. "A voice of one calling, 'Prepare the way for the Lord in the wilderness, make a straight highway for our God in the desert."
God's will is not easy.  Jesus prayed in the Garden of Gethsemane "let this cup pass."  (A reference to the impending suffering and death that was before him.)  "But not my will but yours (Father God) be done."
At times God's will seems hard.  But God's will does not go around in circles.  God's will need not be lived in sharp curves and steep inclines.  God's will is not some secret, hidden agenda.  God's will is found in a word. "Yes". 
God's will leads to wonder.  Jesus rose from the garden, committed to the Father's will.  God's will led to resurrection!  This is the greatest outcome ever devised! 
God's will for your life may seem challenging, but really, it is easy once we say yes.  It becomes more like the "yoke" Jesus spoke of.  His yoke is not a heavy burden.  His yoke is light.  We are joined on the path with the Living Lord who makes all things possible.  We walk a path - the will of God - that leads to resurrection glory!
Say yes today.  Not my will, but your will be done.
This is the day the Lord has made.  We will rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Saturday, May 16, 2020

Reflections (void)

It seems to me that the coronavirus pandemic shines a spotlight on loss.  We all experience loss through life.  Every change has a dimension of loss attached.  The pandemic seems to bring a laser focus on what goes missing. 
For instance, we have experienced a loss of being with (physically) family and friends, like we have become accustomed to.
We have experienced the loss of gathering for worship. (That is fairly specific to the more religiously inclined among us).
We have experienced the loss of anticipated experiences.  (Fill that one in for yourself).
Loss.
Loss empties.
Loss empties our soul.
Loss creates a void.  Many of us are recognizing the void (emptiness) in our lives.  In this "time-between-times" we have a choice to make. 
We may certainly revert back to how things were.  Pre Covid-19, the culture encouraged us to fill voids with more, more, and more.  If you experience a sense of loss get busy doing more stuff.  What we tend to discover when we follow that path is that our attempts to fill our  void does not satisfy.  As a matter of fact, our busy, productive, attempts create more emptiness than we had before. 
There is an alternative.  Rather than settle for the worlds clamoring for more and "get back to how it was", we have the privilege of turning to God.
As we live the present moment on the way to the "times" to come.  We have a "post Covid-19" in store.  We may breath a gentle prayer. 
Lord, fill me with your Spirit.
The Holy Spirit comes to those who ask.  The Holy Spirit is eager to enter into empty spaces.  The Holy Spirit fills our voids.
Void is filled with Love.
Void is filled with Joy.
Void is filled with Peace.
Void is filled with Patience. (forbearance)
Void is filled with kindness.
Void is filled with goodness.
Void is filled with faithfulness.
Void is filled with gentleness.
Void is filled with self-control.
Yes, those are the fruit of the Spirit.  Take a moment and consider how you desire your future to look.  Same old rat race to fill life with more busy stuff?  Or, filled with the Spirit?  May the Spirit do a life-filling, life fulfilling work in your life today.
This is the day the Lord has made.  We will rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Friday, May 15, 2020

Reflections (pivot)

A term I keep hearing church and religious leaders use is pivot.  That implies changing directions.  It is generally being applied to how churches go about their business during the coronavirus pandemic.  Pivot.
When I hear the word pivot, I think basketball.  A fundamental of the game is learning to "establish your pivot foot".  You catch the ball.  You establish your pivot foot.  You cannot move it or else that is a violation and you lose control of the ball.  You may step with your other foot as much as you want, but you cannot move your pivot foot once it is established.
There are different reasons to pivot.  You realize that in a real game there is another team trying to take the ball away from you.  They want to keep you from scoring.  Often when you get the ball the defense will "trap" you.  Here is the first use of the pivot foot.
You pivot to protect the ball.  You pivot away from the defender to position yourself in a way that you can do something else.
You pivot to pass the ball to someone else who is getting in position to receive the ball and score.  You may pivot away from the defender or around the defender, but you pivot to pass.
A third reason to pivot is to score.  You pivot to get away from or around your defender and get in position to score.  The more you score the more you win.  The more you win the more you prevail.
Learn to pivot during the time of Covid-19.
We pivot to protect.  Be wise.  Be informed.  Take measures to keep the virus from stealing from you.
We pivot to pass.  We want to act in ways that contribute to the welfare of others.  While we navigate through this time, on the way to our new time, look for ways to help others.  Look for ways to encourage others.  Look for ways to empower others.  Look for ways to help others succeed.
We pivot to score.  Find ways to step through or around the virus.  Find ways to defeat it.  This may be more of an attitude. I pray the world pivots to position itself to overcome the virus.  In the early days of coronavirus we emphasized defensive tactics to protect us.  We continue to learn more about these and how to be safe. 
But we want to win this game!  There comes a time to go on offense.  Pray for God to give you a mindset of thriving.  Do not settle for surviving. We want to win this battle.
The times require we pivot from what we considered "normal" a few weeks ago.  We do not pivot in hopes to getting through this to get back to the old ways.  We pivot to get through this on the way to new ways. 
Be wise.  Be safe.
Be wise.  Be bold.
Be wise.  Contribute to others.
Be wise.  Overcome.
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Thursday, May 14, 2020

Reflections (danger)

In 1982 a movie was released titled, The Year of Living Dangerously.    It was based on a book which was based on the overthrow of Jakarta.  It was a romance/drama.  (Not what I tend to enjoy).  I am not sure why I thought of that this morning.  I think I saw it but it was not very impacting.
When I went back and looked at the plot I found three themes that catch my attention. Love, craft, and danger.
It is a dangerous time, when journalists perform their craft in deeply committed ways, and love takes a significant role in the story.
That's enough of my amateur film reviews of old, mainly forgotten, movies.
I jump into the present.  Coronavirus will be the word associated with this season for years to come.  People will write books.  Movies will be made.  You get the idea.  We are truly living history in the making.
This is a "year of living dangerously".  Covid-19 is dangerous.  It appears to be as contagious as the measles (or whatever our most contagious virus is.)  It feels like it could be as lethal as AIDS, although that may be an overstatement.  In 1984 is was reported that 1,294 died out of 3,064 diagnosed.  That was, and continues to be a horrible statistic.
No matter how you work it, the coronavirus is dangerous.
I have a hunch that a great challenge we will undertake and overcome, revolves around our attitude toward "danger".  Our culture has developed a "risk averse" mentality.  That is certainly not all bad.  I am no fan of reckless risk!
But this gets confusing.  We strive to improve safety standards.  Good.
But we will never eliminate danger from the world.  Reality.
The challenge we may face is navigating through a dangerous world. 
The AIDS epidemic moved from a "death sentence" mentality when it was diagnosed, to a manageable condition today.  We found the way to navigate through danger.  We will do so again.
I would rather be actively seeking how to live through danger than merely settle for sitting back waiting for something that may not materialize.  (Do I need to go read Waiting for Godot?)
I need to get back on track.  We live in dangerous times.
Craft.  In the film noted, journalists performed their craft, in the danger.  Part of our discovery of living through coronavirus will be figuring out how to exercise our crafts in ways that contribute to the general welfare. 
We note first responders.  We pray for those who check out our groceries.  We are recognizing great value in many people.  Perform your craft.  I will admit this may be easier for me (entering retirement, than a young person needing to engage the workplace daily).  But we will learn how to do our craft in creative and contributing ways.
Love.  Part of navigating these times will be renewed love.  To come through this with strength, will take love for family, friends, and life.  Above all love for God will give us a gift and strength to navigate the danger of the virus.
Love will see us through our fear. 
Love will motivate us to move wisely and strategically through our day.
Love will sustain us.
The days are dangerous. 
The times call for wise discernment in how we go about our life.
The days call for us to live.
Live wisely.  Live well.
This is the day the Lord has made.  We will rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Wednesday, May 13, 2020

Reflections (Road Closed)

In my neighborhood there is a short stretch of road - maybe 300 feet - that is now closed.  It is just before you get to 45 Highway, across from HyVee.  Anyway, they closed the road.  This means rather than take the route I have taken multiple times a day for 15 years, I need to go another way and make a very small detour.  The reason for the road closing is there is work being done to create another road.  Obviously, we should not be driving around where large equipment is moving dirt! 
So, there are signs that say, "Road Closed".
This morning as I walked I came by that stretch of road.  I watched two cars simply drive around the Road Closed signs and go their normal path.  Someone had moved the sign so a car could easily go past. 
Did not seem to hurt anything.  The work of the day had yet to begin.  Why not?  That short stretch of road being closed is just a nuisance. 
On the other hand...Maybe roads get closed for good reasons. 
On the other hand...if we compromise the "no brainers" what will we do if we come upon something with huge consequences?
On the other hand...is our convenience and doing what seems right to us, really better than the larger plan being put before us?
Coronavirus is a "road closed".  Our normal is barricaded.  We can still get around it, but is that the wise thing to do?  One of the dangers of Covid-19 is our longing to get back to "normal". 
I believe there is a new normal waiting for us.  Frankly, the old normal, although comfortable and convenient for many, was not perfect.  It was not even that great.  Think about it. 
If you could have a new normal that corrected old patterns that were destructive and harmful to many, would you be interested?  Would you acknowledge a "road closed" sign and seek the new path?
The prophet Isaiah spoke of "a door that is open that no one may shut, and a door that is shut that no one may open. (Isaiah 22:22)
The Book of Revelation pictures an "open door" with the invitation to enter.  (Revelation 3:7-8)
We are seeing some of our old norms being closed.  The road back to normal is closed!
But a new road - a new normal - is being created.
Don't ignore the "road closed" signs.
Know a new road is being created and you will walk (or drive) on it.
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Tuesday, May 12, 2020

Reflections (why?)

Recently I finished reading a book, 42 Faith.  There have been many books written about Jackie Robinson and him being the first African American to play major league baseball.  I would consider 42 Faith, not just another one.  This book highlights the uniqueness of Jackie Robinson's faith in God.  When called upon to be a barrier breaker, Robinson was chosen in part (no small part) because he was a person of faith.
Branch Rickey was the baseball executive who reveals an outward expression of his own faith in making Robinson the first African America to play in the major leagues.
Jackie Robinson's story is worth exploring for anyone.  You do not need to be a baseball fan to appreciate the sacrifice and commitment shown. 
The Brooklyn Dodgers were like most others in the country when Jackie opened the season on their team.  They came from all parts of the country.  Many brought their racist views to the baseball diamond.  But some rose above and befriended Jackie.  Eventually he was treated like a true teammate.
I could recount many stories from the book and other sources.  If you saw the movie a few years back you may remember Branch Rickey saying I'm a Methodist, your'e a Methodist, and God's a Methodist.  Well, that last part is not accurate, but faith played a huge role in one of the more significant steps toward equal rights in the American experience.
I share that to acknowledge a sadness.  The shooting of Ahmaud Arbery is spotlighted in our culture.  The horrible details of two white men literally chasing down an innocent black man and eventually killing him, are now part of our national narrative.
We can do better.  We must do better.  We will, by the grace of God, do better.
In these days of coronavirus, I am perplexed that we have been unwilling or unable to seize the moment to bridge our national divisions.  Crisis should be used to bring us all together.  Rather, we persist in division and may even be increasing it.
But there is a hopeful sign among all this evil and sorrow. 
In every major league baseball stadium (and some day those stadiums will be buzzing with life - just not sure when) there is a jersey number displayed.  It is a number retired by all of major league baseball.  It symbolizes a hope for America at her best.  It represents those who sacrifice for the common good.  It stands for those who commit to bringing people through the worst we can offer and point to a new era. 
42.
We might apply the lessons of 42 to many areas of our life.  Let it be a reminder that even as we view the deep divisions around us and among us, there is a better way.
There is a way to honor people of all races. 
There is a way to lift up all the downtrodden.
There is a way to respect all people.
There is a way to overcome racism and all its attending evils.
There is a way.
Not only 42.
There is the Way.
The Way, the Truth, and the Life.
The Way of the Cross.
Jesus - the object of Jackie Robinson's faith.  The object of Branch Rickey's faith.  The object of a billion or more people across the face of the planet.  The object of your faith and mine.
Take a moment today and remember Ahmaud Arbery and his family.  Remember and pray for all those he becomes a symbol for.
Consider where we settle for divisions.
And look to Christ.  He is the one who truly unites us all together.
Perhaps this could be a day to pause from trying to digest the latest statistics and models relating to Covid-19.  There could be a more useful exercise.
42 Faith.
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve













Monday, May 11, 2020

Reflections (Therefore - However)

The word "therefore" is used 442 times in the NIV translation of the Bible.  I did not go through and count them.  I used google.  The word "however" is used 124 times in the NIV translation of the Bible.  Same as above.
I am struck by what these connecting words offer in the story of scripture and the application to our lives.
I often state that when you see a "therefore" in the Bible, it reminds you to look back and see what just came and look ahead to what is coming.  Perhaps my favorite "therefore" in scripture is found in Romans 8:1.
"Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus."  That is Good News!
Chapter 7 finds Paul discussing what a mess we are, but he concludes the "messy" word with "thanks be to God!"  Then comes chapter 8.  Therefore.  Now no condemnation - even  for us who are messy and living in a messy time.  No condemnation for those in Christ Jesus.  That is good enough advice to anyone to accept Christ and be "in" him and also to share this Good News with others.
Therefore.
No condemnation.
Those in relationship with Jesus Christ.  Thanks be to God.
The "however" connector may be used in a different manner.  I read a shipwreck story in Acts 27.  It looks like the ship is going down.  It looks like loss will be great.  It looks like there is no hope left.  That is when Paul gets up and addresses the crew.  He bears witness to the God he knows, loves, and serves.  He speaks words of hopeful encouragement.  He displays confidence in God.  He encourages everyone to "keep up your courage."  There is a certainty being communicated that this will end up well.
Then I note verse 26.  "However, we must run aground on a certain island."
Before the story may reach its promised conclusion there is a "however". 
However may remind us of reality.  However may keep us from running too far ahead.  However may guard against unfounded optimism, or I should say merely wishful thinking.  (That is not really optimism).
In the story in Acts, they did run aground.  But that did not end the story.  It merely highlighted the reality they were living and paved the way for an even more glorious result.  The next chapter (Acts 28) begins by saying, "When they had been brought safely through..."
Let me offer this as a word for us during the reality in which we are living.  Coronavirus.  This pandemic illustrates the "mess" we are and in which we live.  The world is messy.  No arguments here.
But we are people of faith.  Therefore.  Our messiness may be seen in the context of the glory of God in Jesus Christ. (Read Romans 28)
We are in a mess.  But read the story in Acts 27. 
We are people of and with promise.  God comes.  God speaks.  God directs.  God encourages.
However.  Reality is not to be denied or discarded.  So, be wise.  Stay home if you may.  Limit your outings.  Wear a mask when you might be around vulnerable people.  Take precautions.  Be wise and smart about engaging in the present reality.
We have run aground.
But do not lose sight of the end of chapter 27.  "And it so happened that they all were brought safely to land."
"When they had been brought safely through..."
God is bringing us through.
There is a new reality coming.
Therefore....how will you live and believe today?
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Sunday, May 10, 2020

Reflections (vision)

What do you see post Covid-19?  How do you see the world when we have navigated through this season?  How do you see the country?  What about the Church?  How do you see your life going forward.
What is your vision?
Proverbs 29:18 may sound familiar to many of you.
"Where there is no vision, the people perish." 
That is how I learned the passage.  That is King James English.  No vision, no hope.
Other translations put it like this. 
"Where there is no revelation, the people cast off restraint."
The various translations seem to speak different languages.  But really, they get the point across.
Think of it this way.  Vision is dependent upon revelation.  God gives vision.  You can day dream and get a mental picture of what you think will happen. 
Vision is God given.  God reveals Himself and that revelation becomes vision.
Actually, the word for perish has a similar meaning to being unrestrained.  Evidently, (I am not a Hebrew scholar but since most of you are not either ...)the image of this word could be a person's hair bound up and then loosed. The hair flies, unrestrained, in the wind. 
Without God we will find ourselves flailing and flying all over the place.
But with God we see His preferred future. Vision.
I see a day where people gather physically, without fear and restrictions, for worship, learning and serving.
I see children with newly discovered joy in being able to learn at school.
I see people interacting with a new respect for one another.
I see a world, and nation, with a fresh appreciation for older people.
I see a fuller embrace of all of life include the aging process and people preparing to leave this world for the next with purpose and faith.
I see more appreciation for small things.
I see joy in crowds gathering.
I see sports, arts, and other things that contribute to joy in society and individual lives.
I have vision for our future.
I see weddings, and baptisms, and celebrations of life with new vigor.
I see multitudes of new Christians in the world.
I see a more vital and vibrant Church throughout the world.
Vision.
What is your vision? 
It would be good to set aside a few moments to talk with God.  Catch His vision and your vision will come into focus.
This is the day the Lord has made.  We will rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Saturday, May 9, 2020

Reflections (Shaving)

I shaved this morning.  Actually I have shaved every morning during the coronavirus episode.  I have been shaving even though this is a great time to forgo shaving.  I could use this as a fine reason to experiment with a beard!  But I keep shaving.  Each morning.  Why?
Shaving is a normal routine.  I find it helpful to maintain some "normal" activities when everything is definitely abnormal. 
But the real reason I shave every morning is tied to what it reminds me of.
Like most boys, I started shaving several months before I needed to!  I had watched dad shave all those years.  He used a safety razor, which seems anything but safe to me.  It seems like only a short step from a straight edge razor like the barber used.  No way for me.
I started with a Gillette Trac II. 
Along with the razor came the after shave lotion.  High Karate, Jade East, Old Spice (too much like my grandfather), English Leather, Brut.  There were probably others.  (I have settled on Brut).
Through the years I experimented with shaving.  I tried a bic disposable ONCE.  I still have scars and a crazy story, but that is not for now.
I tried electric razors.  I actually used one for two weeks at one time.  That was when I was in India on a mission trip.  Never have had a reasonably close shave with an electric razor. 
With that said, let me get to why I shave every morning.
When my grandfather died on March 12, 1989, one of his things I kept was a shaving mug.  He used it off and on.  That is where you put shaving soap in a mug, get it wet, use a shaving brush to make suds, and apply it. 
I always used various shaving creams.  I liked Gillette Foamy but discovered it cost more than Barbasol.  That became my go to.  At less than a dollar a can....
I digress.
I was talking with our kids one time as we drew near Christmas.  What would you like for Christmas?  One year I said, how about a shaving brush and mug.  Sure enough, that was my Christmas gift a few years back.  I started using it that day and continue to do so.
Now they can give me shaving accessories for Christmas.  Solves that problem.
But here is the point.
Every morning when I wet the brush and apply the soap, I think of where it came from.  I think of our kids - family - and breathe a little prayer of blessing.  I am reminded of my grandfather and that kicks in memories of family and all they have given.  I find myself being thankful for the gift of water and soap, realizing that in very close proximity are people who are homeless and have no access to this that I take for granted. 
That is the main reason I shave every morning.
I reminds me of blessings and people who are very dear to me.  Thanks Bobby, Leslie, Andrea and Billy.  You bless me each day.
One more thing.  What might you find in the simple, regular, activities of life that will inspire and encourage you in these very abnormal times of Covid-19?  I bet there is something.
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Friday, May 8, 2020

Reflections (anniversary)

Today would have been Robert and Esther Lou Breon's 68th wedding anniversary.  They were married on May 8, 1952.  I am looking at their wedding picture as I write these words.  I am sure they had no idea all that was in store for them over the 66 years they lived life together. 
Dad went to heaven on January 18, 2019.  Today mom resides in the Memory Care unit of her living facility.  She is well cared for.  She does not remember much.  But I remember a lot!
During these covid-19 days I am reminded of what it is to live life.  There are amazingly good and peaceful times and there are deeply challenging times.
Mom and dad lived through good and bad. 
I reflect and surmise that the most dangerous time I lived through was from October 16-October 28, 1962.  That was the Cuban Missile Crisis.  I have no remembrance of it.  But after 10 years of marriage I figure mom and dad were very aware.  They lived life.  They took care of me (and John who was born in April of 1962.)  Grateful.
I share this for a couple of reasons.  One, I want to honor my parents on this day.  I also want to encourage people that we have always and will always (until Christ comes in victory) live in and through peril. 
These days are unprecedented yet not something to catch us off guard. 
We have children to raise.  It might be different but they still need cared for.
We have prayers to offer.  They may sound different but they are heard in heaven!
We have neighbors to look after.  It may seem different but the opportunity continues.
We have bills to pay, investments to make, groceries to purchase ...may seem different but life continues.
We eat.  We sleep.  We take care of ourselves.  It seems different but it continues.
We have parents - living or not - to honor.  Mom and dad looked at lot different in 1952.  I find a smile on my face as I look at their picture.  I find a joyful emotion in my heart as I think of their hand in molding my life and so many others.
Who might you honor today?
This is the day the Lord has made.  We will rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Thursday, May 7, 2020

Reflections (virus)

There is a virus going around the world.  Not just the coronavirus that occupies every waking moment of our lives.  We really do not know how many people this virus affects.  There are so many asymptomatic cases.  People make educated guesses.  We are not able to test everybody.  There is much not known.  Some report finding out they were infected and did not even realize it.  Some have very mild symptoms.  Some require ICU admission.  Some do not survive.
That has been all we have heard about for the past several weeks.  Many questions.  One certainty.  There is a coronavirus that is really nasty.
There is another virus.
This virus has been on the planet since almost the beginning.
This virus has infected everyone.
Here I go with a theological idea.  The virus is sin.
Several years ago I wrote about coming home from church one Sunday.  I was watching a football game, getting ready for lunch, and scanning Facebook.  I saw a familiar person's post and without thinking, clicked it.  That opened a virus that quickly spread to my contacts.  Ooops.
My lesson from that dealt with the insidious nature of sin (virus).  Don't pay attention and you spread it.
The sin virus is even worse.
It infects all.
Some do not even know they have it.  (That could be the self-righteous among us).
Some tolerate it.
Some find is devastating.
Ultimately we all discover that sin destroys.
Unlike the coronavirus that is among us today, there is a treatment, cure, and prevention.
This sin virus is treated with the grace of God that goes before us and creates new ways of living.
This sin virus is cured by the Cross of Jesus Christ. (It's power is defeated).
This sin virus is prevented by the on-going work of the Holy Spirit that leads us into new places of love and holiness.
Today, I give thanks to God for the miraculous and amazing manner in which He has defeated the sin virus.  I seek to live fully into God's way.
Today, I find confidence and hope that God will illustrate His victory by leading us to ways of overcoming the coronavirus.
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Wednesday, May 6, 2020

Reflections (Slog)

Seth Godin calls this a "slog".  We are slogging our way through a new time and situation.  Coronavirus poses the challenge of doing things differently.  It becomes increasingly clear that we need a healthy perspective to move in and through these times in the best way.
For instance.  The "Stay-at-home" mindset communicates to me that I must 'hunker down' and hold on.  That might be true if this was a tornado or a hurricane.  But this is not one of those "time sensitive" crisis.
If we settle for a hold on attitude we will face some real struggles.  Hold on until when?  We find ourselves in a moment in time that does not have a "use by" date stamped on the lid.  My suggestion is not to put too much into ideas like "this summer", "this fall" or the "end of the year".
Here are two things to consider.
Rather than a "hold on" attitude, why not a "contribute" mindset?  What  can I contribute to the welfare of others and the world at large?  I have a much different schedule.  What can I do for God today?   What might I do for someone else today?  What may I contribute today.  We may "slog" through the day but we will find it much lighter when we focus on contributing.
Second thought.  This has similarities to Jeremiah 29:11.  "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord,  "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
That is good news!
That was in my devotions this morning.  Now look closer.  The promise is made in the context of exile.  God's people were taken to another place.  Life looked different.  Life was different.  They were now living (read Jeremiah 27 and 28) in a different context, with different values, and different expectations.
Guess what.  So are we.
Learn from Jeremiah.  The Lord basically told His people to live life in the new (exiled) place.  Build houses and live in them.  Rejoice in your sons and daughters marrying and having children.  Pray for, seek after, and work for the peace and prosperity of this new place.
Live as God's people even though the setting is different.
Trust God.
Live for God.
Slog in, don't hunker down.
Believe the promise.
This does not mean we are too disregard social distancing and good practices that are conducive and even essential in this new world.  Embrace the best practices.  Think of others.  Honor God.  But do not settle for a hold on attitude.
This is not a "go back" to the ways things were moment.  This is a "live in" moment.  We will "go forward" to a new way - a better way - of living our faith.
Slog through.
Contribute.
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Tuesday, May 5, 2020

Reflections (Reservoirs and Rivers)

How is your soul?  In these strange days weaving in and out of the caronavirus, we are looking for hope and help to sustain us and bring us to a greater tomorrow.
I am thinking of two images that provide what is needed today.  This applies to everything in the spiritual life  This is not limited to Covid-19.
First is the image of a reservoir.  A reservoir (according to the definition I found) is "most commonly an enlarged natural or artificial lake, pond, or impoundment created using a dam or lock to store water."
In the spiritual life (which, by the way, is what will ultimately determine how well you navigate this season of time) we may picture a reservoir of God's grace and Spirit.  Reservoir's are capable of supplying water to entire communities.  They may be replenished by natural process (rain) or by human controlled means (dams).
We look for ways to fill our souls - the reservoir of grace.  We may call it a "pathway of discipleship".  We may think of reading the Bible and "hiding the Word in our hearts".  There is a sense in which a reservoir is stored up and drawn down.
Maybe that is why we sometimes feel "drained".  We may be grateful for "reservoir faith" which we draw from (especially) in times of need.
But when I push the image too far I see drought (even in the spiritual sense) that diminishes our soul.  We may actually drain our soul and the reservoir dry up.
Another image.
River.  There are rivers noted in the Bible.  There are hundreds of references to rivers found in the Bible.  There were four rivers that watered the Garden of Eden.  (Genesis 2)
There are rivers to cross, canals to branch out, rivers as boundaries, permanent rivers, rivers everywhere.
I found references to rivers of renewal and life.  (Isaiah 41:18; Ezekiel 47:1-12; and Revelation 22:1-2.)
These are "streams in the desert, life flowing from the throne of God, and the River of Life flowing from God."
I gravitate to the image of the River of Life, flowing from the throne of God and the Lamb (Jesus).  I picture this river that teems with life, with nothing to impede its flow, coming from heaven and breaking in upon our world.  This River of Life waters the Tree of Life.  The Tree of Life continually produces leaves for the "healing of the nations".  May it be so today!  May heaven flow into our world with healing for the nations.
There is another image of a river that is more personal to me.  John 7:38 finds Jesus speaking.  "He who believes in me, as the Scripture said, 'From his innermost being will flow rivers of living water."
I tend to interpret this as a river of living water flowing from Jesus.  He is the speaker.  He takes a prophets (Isaiah) message and applies it to himself. 
He is speaking of the Holy Spirit. (John 7:39)
The picture is of the Spirit flowing from the heart of Jesus to our hearts.  The life giving spirit and power of the risen Lord, flows from his heart to yours.
This is a river that "never runs dry". 
Reservoirs are great. 
River are really great.
The River of Life - the River of Living Water - has no equal.
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Monday, May 4, 2020

Reflections (Carry)

The Apostle Paul gives inspired advice in Galatians 6:2. "Carry each other's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ."

Today many people are creeping out of their homes and heading back to the workplace.  All over the country, Kansas City included, a soft re-opening of the economy is taking place.  It is not like a switch is flipped and everything is back like it once was.  It is more like a dial, being slowing turned, to open a new way.
There are some people that are totally jazzed that they are able to open the door to their business, go back to work, or re-engage with the world.  There are many who are comfortable with re-opening.  They are actually excited about getting back to work.  They go with zeal.
There are others who are not so excited.  Many are convinced this is a "bad idea".  They open the doors to their business out of desperation.  They go back to their job with fear and anxiety. Many are not "ready" to venture out. 
Let's imagine there is a person who represents the total extreme of "re-opening".  Let's also image there is a person who represents the total extreme of "stay-home".  You are somewhere on a scale.  You lean one direction or the other.  You have varying degrees of certainty about which path we should take.
Own who you are!  Own your position.  Be true and as faithful as possible.
We are all different.  We are a nation that expresses a vast variety of ideas.
But here is something I ask everyone to agree on.  "Carry one another's burdens."
Here is a practical way to do this.
Identify someone who has a position different from your own.  If you are a "stay-home" longer person, find someone who is convinced we should re-open.  Reach out to them.  Tell them you are thinking of them.  Do not even bring up what position they maintain or what you are thinking.  Simply care.  Let them know you are thinking of them and praying for them.  Then do so.  No judging.  No condemnation.  No attempts to make people be right. 
Carry one another's burden.
This works both ways.  If you are a "re-open" the country person, find someone who sees things differently.  Reach out.  Tell them you are thinking of them and praying for them.  No judging.  No condemnation.  No attempts to make people be right.
"Carry each other's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ."
Who knows, once we get this one put to practice there may be other areas where we may engage one another as followers of Jesus.
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Sunday, May 3, 2020

Reflections (OUR Father)

Perhaps the most meaningful word in what we refer to as "The Lord's Prayer", is the word our.
In Matthew 6 Jesus is teaching his disciples about living in righteousness, giving, and prayer.  Jesus instructs the disciples to not pray for show but to close the door and pray to the Father.
He then teaches a model prayer.  This is how you should pray: "Our Father..." (Matthew 6:13)
We find Luke's account of the Lord's Prayer in Luke 11.  The disciples ask Jesus to teach them to pray after the manner in which John taught his disciples to pray.  Jesus tells them to begin their prayer with "Our Father..." (Luke 11:2-4)
Why is "our" so important?
The first Twelve are the ones receiving the teaching.
Jesus stands with them.  You pray "our"...
Our, is inclusive of the disciples and Jesus.  They pray the same.  They pray together.
The Lord's Prayer is corporate in nature.  (It is not like the previous prayer in Matthew where the individual is taught to go into the room and shut the door.)
Consider this.  The "Our" of the Lord's Prayer includes, not only the original Twelve, but all who come after them.
This morning I was using a daily devotion that has an element showing the number of people on that devotion at one time.  This morning there were 206 people praying at the same time.  "Our Father..."
Prayer is not limited to solitary prayers.  Prayer is inclusive.  Our...Father.
Take it a step further.
Jesus taught the disciples  to pray by saying "Our...Father..."
Is Jesus teaching us (modern day disciples) to pray "Our Father...?"
This implies that we are praying with Jesus to OUR Father.
Even better, Jesus is (take comfort in knowing your prayers are heard, not because your words are so great, but because you are praying in relationship with Jesus.)
I encourage you to know you are never alone.  You and Jesus have the same Father.
I encourage you to come with confidence to God's throne because you come with Jesus. (Hebrews 4:6)
Today we take time to worship, read the scriptures, and pray.
We pray with one another.  We pray with Jesus.
Our Father, who art in heaven.
Hallowed be Thy name.
Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done.  On earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.
For Thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory forever.
Amen.
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Saturday, May 2, 2020

Reflections (disappointment NOT)

"and hope does not disappoint." (Romans 5:4)
A fallout of Covid-19 is disappointment.  It is difficult to go through a day without being reminded of or confronted with, disappointment. 
We sense the disappointment of high school seniors who will not have some of the rites of celebrations associated with their senior year.
Prom
Graduation
Awards Ceremonies
People have been disappointed because they could not celebrate their wedding day as they had dreamed and planned. 
People are disappointed because they are unable to celebrate the life of loved ones.  We want to gather in the sanctuary, picture where our loved one sat in worship, sing, pray, and commend to eternal life.
I am disappointed over a couple of things.  We have been forced to cancel the Missouri Annual Conference.  There will be a form of conferencing to do what we need to do but it will be different.  For some that is not a big deal!  Frankly, there are parts I do not think I will miss.  But Cindy and I will miss the retirement service.  I have witnessed at least 40 retirement services in Missouri Conferences.  I have heard amazing stories of people who served Christ and the Church.  I have been inspired.  We will miss that part this year. 
There is some disappointment in not being able to plan a time where we may all gather and express gratitude to the congregation of Platte Woods Church for this season of ministry.
Disappointment.
We all have some.
But "hope does not disappoint."
John Ortberg lifts up hope.  To paraphrase his thoughts; imagine it, believe it, act on it. (I may have that last one wrong, but it sounds good to me.)
When we look around and realize their are no draconian restrictions on gathering in place, or even suggestions to limit our gatherings, and there are proven means to ward off the caronovirus, and all the other things that go with this, what will it look like?
Family gatherings once again.
A Baker Cross Country Meet.
Workouts at the YMCA.
The Church meeting together to worship, learn and serve.
Imagine what hope looks like.
Believe it.
Our hope is not in circumstances or time lines.  Our hope is in a person.  Jesus. (Hope - Jesus - does not disappoint!)
Act on it.  Express hope - confidence - not wishful thinking - and live like one who knows and loves Jesus. 
Our hope - Jesus Christ - is with us. 
Hope does not disappoint.
This is the day the Lord has made.  We will rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Friday, May 1, 2020

Reflections (As for the donkeys...)

You may need to do some extra credit reading today.  I Samuel 8 and 9 introduces us to the story of the first king of Israel. 
There was a man named Kish.  He lost his donkeys.  He told his son, Saul, to take a servant and go find them.  Off they went.  They couldn't find the donkeys but they did stumble across a young woman who directed them to a man of God.  That would be Samuel.
While this was taking place God has spoken to Samuel and got him ready for the "king" thing that was coming about.  Saul and Samuel meet.  Samuel plants the seed for God's plan.  Then, recognizing what began the process says, "As for your donkeys...they have been found."
At that point they moved on to the new thing God was initiating in Israel.
As for the donkeys.
As for coronavirus.
As for outbreaks.
As for pandemics.
What we see as threats, dangers, destruction, and death, God sees through, to opportunity.
What we see as a threat God enters into and creates opportunity ... for God's plans and purposes to be more fully discovered.
As for the donkeys.
In Israel's story the introduction of Saul served to lead the way to David (There is a lot more to the story.  It might take a good part of the afternoon to read it all.)  The introduction of David paved a road that would eventually lead to Jesus.  The revelation of Jesus leads to the ever present reality of the Holy Spirit (God is with us still).  The on-going presence of the Holy Spirit brings new possibilities, hopes and purpose for God's people.
As for the donkeys.
We engage new work.
We have no ideas.
We make new plans.
We move into our current reality.
God sees beyond our work, ideas, plans and realities. 
As for the donkeys.
As for coronavirus.
As for Covid-19
As for economies.
As for sickness.
God brings us into His preferred future! (vision).
Will we allow ourselves to be consumed by the threats or will we embrace God and become open to new possibilities?
As for the donkeys.
This is the day the Lord has made. Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Thursday, April 30, 2020

Reflections (Art)

For those of us who derive the majority of our sense of purpose and value from what we produce, these are nearly intolerable times. 
Let that sink in.
Do you gain your sense of value from what you produce?  Is it in what you do - your work -that provides your value?
How's that working for you these days?
I have read an author named Seth Godin for several years.  He blogs EACH day.  Every day.  No exceptions.  I considered not staying with him.  He kept writing about producing art.  He stresses making and shipping art. 
I thought, I am no artist.  This is not applying to me. 
But what he talks about is how we look at what we do.  You do not just "work".  You produce art.  That is the value you share.
I keep thinking about this.
My sense of value has often been defined by what I produce.  In ministry we call it "fruit".  What we really expected was more, more, and more.  More members.  More in attendance.  More in the offering.  More groups.  More, more, more.  Work, work, work.
What if rather than trying to do more work, and gain value from what I produce along with the affirmation and approval that comes, I did art.
Art.
That is a new look on work.  Art provides value for someone else. 
Art is what we offer for others.
Art is what we contribute for the benefit of others.
Art is the story we tell, the picture we create, the idea we promote, the labor we do.
These days I am not very "productive".  But that is okay.  I am discovering joy in finding purpose and meaning, not in what I "produce" but in what I am able to offer. 
Find your gift.  Be an artist.  Offer to others.
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Wednesday, April 29, 2020

Reflections (homesick)

Have you ever been homesick?  The memory is still there of waking up in a bunk bed, a cool morning, birds singing, but at camp.  It should have been wonderful.  Amazing.  But it was not home.  I still feel the ache of homesick. 
There were other times.  It may have been me or one of my friends.  We were growing up.  We would "spend the night" with someone.  There  are memories of late night phone calls and parents taking somebody "home".
It was not only childhood.  When I was doing 2 week classes in Pasadena, California I missed Cindy and our kids.  Homesick.
It is a pretty lousy feeling.  It robs the joy of the moment.
I have a sense some of us are having similar feelings even though we are "home".  ALL THE TIME.
Some have asked if Cindy and I plan to travel when we retire.  I am not sure what to say.  We will go somewhere, but you need to realize, my favorite trip in going home at 5:00!
I have learned to appreciate new places.  Many of us are blessed to have had amazing experiences in places away from home. 
But I love home.
I love being with those that are most important to me.
I love things that are familiar.
I love home.
Now I am beginning to discover something during this Covid-19 thing.  As much as I love home, it would be glad to branch out once in awhile!  As much as I love home, this is really not all there is.
The author of the Book of Hebrews writes an amazing chapter - Chapter 11 in the book of Hebrews relates a literal Bible Hall of Fame.  Take a moment and read it.
Then in verse 16 - Hebrews 11:16, it captures an eternal truth about all those who had lived and died in faith.
"They were longing for a better country - a heavenly one."
I find myself longing to get out of the house. 
I want to come to church and worship - but only when appropriate.
I want to go to our favorite restaurant and eat - but only when appropriate.
I want to go visit our kids - may or may not be appropriate!
I want to go see mom.
I want to go to the store without anxiety.
I want to go to a movie.
I want to go to a Royals game.
But what I truly want is to find my home.  The one God has given me for today is amazing.  I love home.  I find this home drawing me to my true home - in the heart of God! 
Homesick for the Lord.
It is a really good place to be.
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Tuesday, April 28, 2020

Reflections (wrong road)

Yesterday I went for a walk.  I do that every day.  Yesterday I decided to change it up a little.  I chose a route that I thought would circle back to the familiar way.  Wrong.  I got lost.  I knew basically where I was.  But I was in unfamiliar territory.  It was a different neighborhood.  There were some signs that seemed familiar.  I figured that if I kept going in the direction I was going, I would end up where I wanted to be.  But I had some doubts.  At one point I even considered the possibility that I might have to call Cindy to come and find me.  (Frankly, that is the worst thing a man might need to do - ask directions!)
But eventually - it took a few minutes longer than I figured it would - the road I was on opened up to the road I was seeking. 
When I first got there I did not recognize I was where I wanted to be.  Ever feel that way?
When you are accustomed to walking a north and south way and you end up going east and west, things look different.  When I reached the familiar road it seemed familiar.  But that was after my initial thought of "oh no, I have no idea where I am".  Then I recognized where I was.
I was on the other side of the road from what I usually walked on.  But familiar landmarks came into view.  I knew I was on the right road.
When I thought about it, it dawned on me that in 30 minutes I had captured what is happening to me in the Covid-19 era. 
I find myself in a different neighborhood.  This life has many similarities but it is different.  We are navigating a new neighborhood.  There are different challenges.  Different victories.  Different gratitudes.  Different fears. We are in the same life - general area - but it is different.
I find myself searching for familiar landmarks.  If I could just see a familiar street sign I would know where I am in this.  If I could just take a pill.
But beneath this new navigation is the confidence that life will open into familiar territory.  Plus, we can always ask for help.  (Have you prayed today?)
When things open up (that is the word in the country today) we may not immediately recognize where we are.  We are going to be coming at life from a different direction. 
I pray my new direction is more faithful.
More caring.
More loving.
More trusting.
Less self-reliant.
More Christ-centered.
I pray my post-Covid-19 life looks vastly different.  But I am confident it will lead me to the road home.  Be confident today.  You are finding your way home.
This is the day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
steve

Monday, April 27, 2020

Reflections (Nothing Changed)

Were I to begin a conversation with you by saying, "Nothing Changed", you would  assume I was totally out of touch with the world you have been living in the past 2 months.  But here goes.  Nothing Changed.
I know the narrative is that EVERYTHING changed.  I know the circumstances of my life have been radically altered.  I recognize things that meant a great deal to me 2 months ago are not even being thought about today.  I find things I took for granted have vastly greater meaning.  So what do I mean, nothing changed.
Let me put it this way.  One time I (and I suspect you) opened my heart to Jesus Christ.  With me, it was fairly imperceptible.  Oh, it was real.  I just was spared that radical, "Damascus Road" sort of experience. 
I (and many of you) was nurtured in the faith.  My mom and dad and extended family prayed for me.  They lived a Christ-like example for me.  They taught me lessons.  They instilled a faith in my life.  It surrounded me.  They made choices for me. 
Then one day - not sure when - I started making my own choices.  It got to the place where mom did not have to tell me to "brush your teeth".  It became natural.  Lesson learned.
There are too many examples of that to even begin to note.  I think you get my point.
Faith.
There came a moment, I don't remember exactly when, that the faith of my family became my faith.  What had surrounded me for my entire life no longer worked ON me, but not lived IN me.  By faith in Jesus Christ, I was united with him.  My sin nature was crucified with Christ.  He powerfully broke the power of cancelled sin.  (You have probably sung that before.)  I will say, it took me a long time for that reality to sink in.  But the fact I had yet to catch up with God's work did not diminish God's work.
In a very real sense, my life belonged to God.  God took me in His hands and held me close.  Even though I have had plenty of missteps along the way, God has always held me close.  Still does.  Nothing Changed.
When the circumstances of the world changed - God was still God.
When financial markets went goofy - God was still God.
When sickness and death became the default for the news - God was still God.
When I worried about (too much to list)  God was still God.
Nothing Changed.
Nothing that ultimately matters.
Nothing that keeps me in relationship with Jesus.
Nothing that God wants to do in my life.
You see, nothing can separate us from the love of God. (You have read that one in Romans 8). 
Though the world change, God remains.
Nothing Changed.
This is the day the Lord has made.  We will rejoice and be glad in it.
steve